I'm kind of, sort of a bad person.

Really I'm mean, unpleasant, and negative. I don't want to be my friend.

My morals are better this year, I lie way less, which is saying something.

I eff my life if you didn't notice. Which you didn't because you're not reading this because no one cares.

I'm an idiot, almost as moronic as the people who live in my house, and even though I legally qualify as a mentally case, I haven't sailed that far yet. I will some day, just not in the given future. I will not stand for being a V!tard and I shouldn't have told Rachel why that was so offensive anyway. *shrugs*

Anywho, I'm an idiot because no matter how much I say you suck, that you can fuck Kayla for all we care, and even though you went out with Nikki, I still like you, Eric. When will you get out of my head?

Right now would be nice.

And I feel bad for Jack because I know he likes me and I like that, but I don't like him. He's nice but not for me because I'd feel really bad breaking up with him. Oh, did I mention I don't know how to break up with people at all? I just can't do it, so I act like a total bitch and flirt with other guys, so they'll ditch me.

I still miss Katrina, but I'll never stop missing my former friend because you never stop missing anyone, you only trick yourself into believing that you're finally over something. I don't feel like deluding myself with these mind games. Mind games are my trick, I'll be damned if they go against me.

It's pretty bad that I can relate to Animal by Neon Trees too.

I wish I could get into a car crash. Yes, that sounds weird, I don't mean to kill myself or get brain damage or surgery or break my neck, I want to fix my friggin' nose. If my nose was normal and not plagued with a bump then I'd feel better about my life. I choose a car crash because it fixed my mom's nose, but if someone if willing to punch me it'll do because mother will beat my ass if I ask for a rhinoplasty. Maybe'll get a deviated septum instead.

I don't want to watch a horror movie tonight either, but I still will because my best friends can be jerks.

This is so jank.